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When Strength Isn’t Enough

t started with a simple conversation.

My daughter was preparing a short talk for a teen ladies retreat. Another young lady had been assigned strength, and my daughter had endurance.

At first, I thought they were so closely connected that separating them might be difficult.

The more we talked, the more I realized I had spent most of my life putting them in the same category.

Be strong.

Stay strong.

Find your strength.

We hear those words all the time.

But I am starting to understand that strength and endurance are not the same thing.

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Catrina Spears Catrina Spears

But God

There are two words in Scripture that I've been thinking about lately.

But God.

The more I sit with them, the more I realize they may be two of the most hope-filled words in the entire Bible.

Every time I read them, something changes.

The sentence changes.

The direction changes.

The outcome changes.

It almost always starts with heartbreak.

Someone failed.

Someone sinned.

Someone was betrayed.

Someone was afraid.

Someone had reached the end of what they could do.

Then...

But God.

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From Ambition to Burnout: How I Learned to Walk Away From a Toxic Workplace

From Ambition to Burnout: How I Learned to Walk Away From a Toxic Workplace

Dear readers,

There’s something I need to get off my chest—my experience working at a company that lost sight of what truly matters. It’s one of those lessons that you learn the hard way, but it’s also one that’s left me with some serious reflections about workplace culture.

When I first started, I was hopeful. I believed in the company’s mission and thought it would be a place where I could grow, contribute, and build something meaningful. But that quickly changed. When a company becomes more focused on numbers than on the well-being of its employees, it creates a toxic, competitive environment that’s anything but healthy.

What they don’t tell you is that this constant pressure to perform doesn’t just burn you out—it strips away the sense of camaraderie. Suddenly, it’s not about team effort. It’s about survival. The environment becomes cutthroat, where colleagues aren’t coworkers anymore—they’re competitors. And in an

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Embracing Mistakes: Transforming Setbacks into Success

Embracing Mistakes: Transforming Setbacks into Success

Greetings, dear readers,

Have you ever thought about how some of the best things in life come from what seems like mistakes or mishaps? Consider how sand, under intense pressure, transforms into a diamond. Or how a humble caterpillar turns into a beautiful butterfly after a period of metamorphosis. These transformations illustrate how what may seem like a setback can lead to something more valuable and beautiful.

The same principle applies to our lives and our mistakes. You are not defined by your mistakes. In fact, mistakes are the

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